hope that didn't upset you, but I'm sure for the most part it did. Like loosing a friend to cancer.
I've been considering this for a long time now, waking up in the middle of the night & knowing deep down that THIS IS the right thing to do.
But I said to myself Na, just a few more years & I don't want to be saying that to myself when I'm 30 & still living with my folks.
This whole realization came full circle when a few weeks back I walked 2.4 miles to my local library just to check my DEV page so I wouldn't have my box over filled.
Me being banned from the internet at home has helped my grasp the need to let go like a Nicotine patch to person who smokes.
I was addicted. I was addicted to alot of things that I was ashamed of, things that I didn't want others to know about. I felt dirty.
I believe it says somewhere in the bible " Tho Shalt Not Worship False Idols." which is not limited to television & yes our old friend the internet.
That isn't to say that we shouldn't watch t.v. or surf the web, just do it in moderation.
I'm giving up this part of my life so that another part can begin. I'm not giving up my love of drawing or fondness for fat girls. Please try & be happy for me.
Bye, thephatomfreak
P.S. I won't take down my work & I'll still leave you the right to comment, just don't expect an answer.











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Bob Carlos Clarke said of his wife Lindsey once "It takes a strong woman to be with a man that is obsessed with photographing the woman at the next table...."
Darklight Photography [link] Dance [link]
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"May those that love us, love us-and those that don't love us, may God turn their hearts, and if he can't turn their hearts, may He turn their ankles so we will know them by their limping."
Wow, this is so adorable! ♥
I wish there were more guys like you here. *cries*
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BBinc.
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Im as as squishy as a marshmellow, as huggable as a teddy bear, as gelatinous as a bowl of jello, as soft as a sponge, and as big as a compact car.
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" Is that the sort of man I am now? Am I rude? Rude & not ginger."
-The 10th Doctor, Doctor Who
Go Go Gadget Crotch!
FAT GIRLS: MY ANTI DRUG
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Im as as squishy as a marshmellow, as huggable as a teddy bear, as gelatinous as a bowl of jello, as soft as a sponge, and as big as a compact car.
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" Is that the sort of man I am now? Am I rude? Rude & not ginger."
-The 10th Doctor, Doctor Who
Go Go Gadget Crotch!
FAT GIRLS: MY ANTI DRUG
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